Focus!

I've decided it's time to cast aside all the self-pity! In the car coming to work today, I decided this, and proceeded to tell Jesus all about it. I also asked him to fill me with his Spirit, as only He can help me make it through all the tempestuous winds that beset me. There's so much of my life that I have spent thinking about my old self, my old sins, and how they continually are brought back to my mind, dragging me back. I have to remember there's an enemy to my soul, and it isn't just me doing this to myself.

So what is there to be done about it. Mainly, spend time with the Father, for in Him can we be brought into strength, find love, and learn to live at peace with ourselves. We have to remember what He has done for us, and who He has made us into/will continue making us into. When we forget about that stuff, we go astray. It's all too easy with the busy busy world we live in. The Devil's created the perfect storm for us Christians. Keep them busy, keep them distracted, tell them lies in their own voice at that point when they have stopped listening to His voice.

See, we may lose our focus, but the two beings on either side of that line we must walk everyday... they don't lose their focus. God has chosen to be a gentleman, and not force us into Him. However, that doesn't mean He just sits back when we wander away. He is always dropping hints about Himself into our lives, trying to remind us to turn back to Him. In a sense, God is our Mother and Father. Those traits we think of in our mothers, we forget about in regards to God. He doesn't just correct us and discipline us; He's also there to gently nurture our souls. He wants us to love Him. Can you love someone who constantly berates you over all the things you've done wrong. God wanted us to be free from separation, so he built a bridge across the chasm we had created. He actually lassoed the other side of the chasm, and pulled it to His side, forming a solid piece of ground. The Devil wants us to forget about that though.

So here's the Devil, with all His connections (minions, demons/whatever you'd like them labelled) tapping into our lives, keeping track of everything we do or say. This guys got a problem with women. He secretly lusts every chance he gets. Is that so. Well, try to get him to go by the college on his way home, so he can look at the joggers. Also, see if you can get him to want one of those smart phones so he can easily get a hold on any pictures he wants. Those things are always connected to my internet. If we can get him connected to that all the time, we're one step closer to another win. You see, the Devil, he's all about keeping our eyes on anything and anybody but God. He follows the markets, knows what's trending, and knows what we're watching. So he finds more ways to get us plugged in to ourselves and the world, so we cannot possibly find time to plug in with God, the lover of our souls.

Here I stand; making a decision to go against the flow. I will be as a salmon swimming upstream, because the natural flow of things always brings me back to self-focus, which is detrimental to my soul's survival. What sort of narrow precipice do we choose to stand on. Everyday away from our Creator's presence is a possible death by any number of pianos hanging over our head by thin wires. What it all comes down to is focus. If you are walking along a trail, and are always looking at your own feet, you will miss the roots, rocks, and bears that may be in your path. Put your eyes in front of you, go through this life like you're running a race (as Paul put it), and your eyes will be fixed on the Father. You will not trip. You have built your house on solid ground.

The waves and wind will always come, but will you be prepared for them? Do you live with your focus on the Father, or are your eyes always on your feet, and are you always thinking about the next time you're going to trip because of this? Look up Christians! The time draws near daily for our Savior to return. The Bible says He will be looking for those who have been looking for Him. Keep your eyes on the prize, and when you trip, dust yourself off, and put those eyes back on the prize!