I have tried Obedience.
It happens for a few days.
I don't even last a week.
What is wrong with me?
I shout to the sky.
A gentle breeze answers
So I try more.
and fail more.
The cycle continues,
and my frustration grows.
What is wrong with me?
I shout to the sky.
A bird flies by singing.
A flower is blooming.
Grass and trees reach
for the same sky
I direct my anger towards.
Where does my answer lie?
Why do I get no response?
A voice crying in the wilderness,
head turned upwards,
eyes searching the clouds.
Voice raw
from asking the same question
over and over again.
"Just Be," a friend tells me.
His Grace covers your failures.
